new

i love you my new phoneee. haha. =)
so happy! thanks to myself. for buying a new phone for myself. lol.
thats all for tonight.
gtg.
bye.
love you all.

webbie =)

talked  to michellleeee yaaappp for so long, mama, lol. jk XD we were so high, i was so crazy, insane. lol

called colina changgggg =)  then we talked for an hour last night, approximately, 90 minutes. 

called to may bongggg =D =P =) for three minutes. lol and talked to her for an hour at school, plus this plus that la, lol. =) may bong! love you! michelle wenyu and bibiana! love you all! muacksssss

and, played webbie with zack. =)

Pictures =)

wrong

they were just illusions, weren't they?
my thought was wrong, so yeh. i agree now.
very wrong.
tears ran down like razorblades again.
and, now i believe,
Jesus really exists, i strongly agreed. cos i met him last night, in my dream.
Jesus, please forgive me for what i have said and what i have done.

change

people change all the time.
even, my besties change. a lot. okay.
we shared many things, but now, she seems to be a little proud, well.

cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
people are people and sometimes we change our mind
but it's killing me. sadly.
and we know it's never simple, never easy
never a clean break, no one here to save me..
my besties aren't my besties anymore.  they don't look like them anymore,
they are proud, so yeah, they could just judge whoever they want.
and, i can't breathe, without them, i can't but i have to.
hope they know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two, feelin' like I just lost a friend, but in reality, i really lost two of my besties.
total, three. so yeah.
hope they know this ain't easy, easy for me
never wanted this, never want to see they hurt.
every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
people are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out
i won't let this happens in me again.
they just change.. 'easy' oh yeah, it's just a piece of cake for them to forget me,
but it's kinda hard for me, as you know.
i had the best day with my new besties today. =)
they are funny, cute, nice, friendly, are not proud, not arrogant, and so yeah.
unlike my old besties, luckily i still got one more old bestie. so yeah. =) i love her, as she knows.
i had the best day with them, today.
mmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmm

happy

yay! i can finally tie my hair, haha. lame, i know, super. i know. oh, hyper, i know. ;P
i'm very excited okay. lol. :D love youuuuu, my hair! :) im not bringing you to the the doctor(hair saloon)cos i don't want you to die. cos i want you to grow, longer, longer and LONGER! yeeepee. woooohooo. i gotta feeling, that my hair's gonna be very long. haha. perasan.

her

everything bad had just happened last few months ago.
i remember everything, i never forgot. i will never forget.
i miss her. cos she is always my bestie.
i just miss her. sincerely, sorry to her. i know it was my bad.
i don't know what happened, everything happened just in a second.
and,
i couldn't take my words back anymore.
we had our tuitions together, we sat together, we sang together, we laughed together, we talked together, we played together, we hung out together, we shared our secrets, we talked about lots of things. we did everything together, things don't go like last time anymore. i just miss our times. the moments we had, how precious they were. we had lots of fun together. even, when we quarreled, we'll still be okay, but this time. THE WORST NIGHTMARE I HAVE EVER HAD. she knows me well, she knows what my heart is thinking about, she knows my attitude, she knows my style, she knows ME, the real me. . she knows my everything, i told her everything, even when do i go to the toilet. and what what what. urgh, i just miss our moments. i realised, yeah, when we quarreled, i was just too over, i have spoken something i shouldn't be spoken, i scolded her, i never cared how she felt. so yeah. i am sorry, b--. sincerely, from audrey jong.
i miss everything,
i miss her voice,
i miss her sarcastic tone,
i miss her criticism.
i miss her sarcasm.
i miss what she always did.
i miss her jokes.
i miss her yi shu gan.
i miss our deals.
i miss our dreams.
i miss her, my bestie.
i like what she did to me,
i like what we have spoken,
i like whatever we did before.
urgh, i just miss her.
God, please help me.
i wish i could just be her friend.
a normal friend. but not an enemy.
just a friend.
i miss her.
urgh. my bestie.........
i love you, my friend. =(
she's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.....
i love her and i miss her.... my bestie......
i love her puppy. sincerely. i put her puppy besides me every night.
T.T

Feeling

I gotta feeling, don't know what feeling is that.
Sometimes, we prefer not to know than knowing. I'm trying, not to tell you, so i'm hiding, what i'm feeling.
I hate rainy days. I love spending my time on doing what i love to, like, DREAMING.
I love waking in the rain, and nobody knows i am crying.
I pretend to be happy, just to make myself feel better..
My cuzzie from Germany is coming back tomorrow, can't wait to see her and her baby, caucausian.:)

HOMEWORKS! URGH!

STUDIES ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME NOW!

My GOAL!